Weird Dream

Sigh.. This morning I was late for work (for...1 minute) becasue I had a dream, a weird dream.

Even though it is not the 1st time for me to dream that I am already back in Singapore, this one is a pretty real.

I have been dreaming that I am back in Singapore, the 1st things I realised in the dream is... THE WEATHER IS SO ...HOT!!!
No joke, it has been many times.

But just now, the dream's focus was not on the weather.
I dreamed that I left Germany today out of a sudden and back in National Uni of Singapore (NUS). Leave of my stuffs and friends behind is Germany. I dont know why.

Rene, a friend I know in NUS asked me:

Rene: Jason. why are you back so early? I thought you have 2 more months.
Jason: ohhh I have been staying in Germany for so long... it is enough already ..

When I said that, in my heart I knew that I was not telling the truth. There was something which is kept in my heart but i dont know what. Feeling very uneasy that time.

Then the life was as usual in NUS and the hostel. In NUS, there is this new high class restaurant, and the food that they serve are... unique and new (specially the shape). The bookshop (NUS CO-OP) is also newly renovated.

I was in a meeting with the rest of the hostelites. There was one lady speaker, who kept on scolding and scolding the people there, which I thought was pointless.
She scolded one by one in the meeting.

Lady: You. Why you didnt go to this place while you were in Germany
Lady: And you, why you didnt do that while you are in Germany
Lady: and you ....and you!!! `o´ ....

(The weird thing she mentioned the word Germany. I thought I was the only one who went to Germany but she was pointing to someone else)

She continued scolding and blaming other people and I was seating there, thinking about my life in Germany. I missed it so much.

Today I am supposed to travel to Reutlingen to visit Khon. Khon is waiting for me in Reutlingen . Then one week later Jorge is coming over to Bruchsal to visit me. Then in June Jorge, Yu, and I are supposed to travel to Nürmberg to visit Clement, and watch a football match.
Everything has been planned but .. I am in Singapore...why!!??

I still have so many things to do in Germany. Why am I in Singapore now?
I was so sad, and just walked out of the meeting room without informing the lady and......the dream ends....

I woke up, realised that it was just a dream and also realised that .. I AM LATED FOR WORK!!!
When I was cycling to work, the sky was bright, the wind was smooth and cool, feeling very relief that I am still in Germany.

hhmmm...what a weird dream. The feeling of uneasiness is still here now when I am writing this blog.

ah ya.... I think I know why I was feeling uneasy in the dream. Because I left behind all of my promises, responsibility and friends (especially without informing them)

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